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17 October 2011 @ 02:45 pm
What do you love about autumn?
Leaves. The smell. The rain.
20 September 2011 @ 02:55 pm
Well got a new bike and I took it out for it's test run in pouring rain. The tires are quite weather resistant.
My new place is pretty awesome even if all I have is a few books and my trusty radio with one of those stupid little wire antenni that I've had to wrap around it and torture into a shape that fucking picks up any reception, and my bed is a foam matress cover on the floor.
Tried my hand at online dating again, got a date, thought it went well but I've heard a "just friends" from a mutual friend. Sick of this just friends thing, I don't understand what the shit I'm doing wrong. I think I'm just being impatiant and should keep at it but it gets pretty hard to look positively to the future after so much bullshit.

On a side note I'm semi-retiring doomsandwichx and switching my main journal tomeat_breakfast for a few reasons. If you haven't added it you should.
16 September 2011 @ 07:19 am
If you could write the next Star Wars movie, what story would you tell? It could be anything: a sequel, prequel, or anything in-between. Describe your adventure in 300 words or less. Our favorite story will receive a Star Wars saga Blu-ray gift pack! [Contest Details]

I would make a movie about Kyle Katarn, Because he's the ultimate Grey Jedi and doesn't take shit from nobody. The Antagonist would be Kira from KotR2 another Grey Jedi who is also bitchin' as hell.

The video games are so much better then the movies...
29 August 2011 @ 02:34 am
Anyone know of sites to download ROMS off of that haven't been fucked by legal issues? My lappy is gameless and torrents are a pain in the ass at the cafe.
Also, ideas for games to download?
18 August 2011 @ 06:41 pm
I'm getting a laptop, with my own money but it's money I need to bother my mother to get from our shared savings account, so I consider it more or less free seeing as it's money I have to haggle for.
Oh and a bike.
Yeah I'm pretty awesome.
18 August 2011 @ 02:21 pm

Awesome news! I'm moving out of the crack-shack I currently dwell in and into a newly renovated Manitoba Housing apartment. Meaning I'll be in a junkie free, clean bachelor suite where the rent depends on my income as opposed to the hole I'm in where I pay ten bucks a month more then my new place.
Ironically Yesterday morning I flipped on my social workers and told them I'll just live on the fucking street again, ten minutes later the worker from MB Housing called to tell me I got a place. It's like the universe was just waiting for me to snap before getting better again.

05 August 2011 @ 02:47 pm

Well, the zombie virus staph infgection is still in my system but I've been firing various intobiotics at it and I've stopped oozing puss all over everything.
Emotional health-wise I'm feeling about the same, the thick of bullshit is behind me but I did just have to trudge through it and I'm feeling a bit haggared. A few days ago I was feeling particularly hungover shitty, nobody was around so I felt confident enough to bash my head against the picnic table I was sitting at, remain motionless and meditate until I had some sort of answer to life. Wasn't sure what sort of answer, just some sort. After probably ten minutes of intense meditation with my face glued to the picnic table I opened my eyes, remembered that colour existed(i had somehow forgot during meditation and was very surprised by blue) and then realized I didn't have a hangover anymore. I guess I leveled up or some shit because I also then realized that the whole spiral of slef-loathing/destruction that I've been riding is because of an entire first 18 years of my life of being told I'm not good/smart enough and basically having a shitload of negative pounded into me. Pre-conditioning for the lose, eh? So now I've got an idea of what my  issue is, finally(yeah I know I'm fucking dense), and I just need to do something about it. I went through life thinking I was being more or less positive but not realizing i was reflecting negetivly inward on myself.
Time to re-condition, I guess.
30 July 2011 @ 01:04 pm
Hooray I am oficially desiese-ridden. Staph infection, a few years ago I had a case of it and I successfully faught it off with nothing but lemon juice, rubbing alchohol and my own whit blood cells. This time I'm going with antibiotics because fighting it off was a grueling process that might kill me and this time I got it on my foot.
So, I got me some Fuciden Cream, it smells like sweaty German ass, and not the hot woman holding a huge container of beer kind, like Himmler's ass. I was also given horse pills that have the most fucked up side effect I've ever heard of; There's a small chance I could get black "hair" on my tongue. I couldn't make this shit up if I try, if I become blessed wiuth this super power I promise pics.
21 July 2011 @ 02:39 pm
Got into a fight with a friend the other day, he's a good guy, but I snapped on him. He`s a socially retarded patholigical liar who I`ve put up with for a year anhd a half. Recently, he pointed a knife at my friend with intent purely because my other friend in question made light of his theistic satanic faith. Well I had words with him, the words became more heated and in the end he threw a swing and hit me, it went downhill from there.
I`m pissed off at myself because i didn`t handle the situation well, but at the same time, I feel I have lost nothing by losing a "friend".
Stupid fucking sociopath.