My new place is pretty awesome even if all I have is a few books and my trusty radio with one of those stupid little wire antenni that I've had to wrap around it and torture into a shape that fucking picks up any reception, and my bed is a foam matress cover on the floor.
Tried my hand at online dating again, got a date, thought it went well but I've heard a "just friends" from a mutual friend. Sick of this just friends thing, I don't understand what the shit I'm doing wrong. I think I'm just being impatiant and should keep at it but it gets pretty hard to look positively to the future after so much bullshit.
On a side note I'm semi-retiring doomsandwichx and switching my main journal tomeat_breakfast for a few reasons. If you haven't added it you should.
I would make a movie about Kyle Katarn, Because he's the ultimate Grey Jedi and doesn't take shit from nobody. The Antagonist would be Kira from KotR2 another Grey Jedi who is also bitchin' as hell.
The video games are so much better then the movies...
Also, ideas for games to download?
Oh and a bike.
Yeah I'm pretty awesome.
Awesome news! I'm moving out of the crack-shack I currently dwell in and into a newly renovated Manitoba Housing apartment. Meaning I'll be in a junkie free, clean bachelor suite where the rent depends on my income as opposed to the hole I'm in where I pay ten bucks a month more then my new place.
Ironically Yesterday morning I flipped on my social workers and told them I'll just live on the fucking street again, ten minutes later the worker from MB Housing called to tell me I got a place. It's like the universe was just waiting for me to snap before getting better again.
Emotional health-wise I'm feeling about the same, the thick of bullshit is behind me but I did just have to trudge through it and I'm feeling a bit haggared. A few days ago I was feeling particularly
Time to re-condition, I guess.
So, I got me some Fuciden Cream, it smells like sweaty German ass, and not the hot woman holding a huge container of beer kind, like Himmler's ass. I was also given horse pills that have the most fucked up side effect I've ever heard of; There's a small chance I could get black "hair" on my tongue. I couldn't make this shit up if I try, if I become blessed wiuth this super power I promise pics.
I`m pissed off at myself because i didn`t handle the situation well, but at the same time, I feel I have lost nothing by losing a "friend".
Stupid fucking sociopath.